i dream of being possible

am i my disability idk what does it mean when

Am I my disability?

idk.

What does it mean when you've spent your life a certain way, never quite understanding that maybe your are disabled?

What if you can't functionally tell the difference between 'you' and what is your disability?

idk

Am I my hand? Is my hand me?

It isn't all of me but it is a part of me.